Hurmm

Emmm, I am scared...

October, please be nice 😭😭

Early gift for you, Bubs ~2808~

170828  (0004)

Assalamualaikum sayang, happy birthdayy 🎉 today you are officially 17 😊 when I'm writing this, you must be asleep. And when you are reading this, you are still sleepy so don't be mad at me okayy 😉 tomorrow we got PSI class. Wuuu, I love classes when it is on your birthday, because I can celebrate your birthday with you. At least I am with you...

So shy to take a pic with you lah, insecure. Cehhh 😜

I am still happy when I know that I am the third in list that will make you feel better when you are down. After jessriel and videos. But yaa, a bit sad, huhu. I will make one pengakuan jujur :

Setiap kali ada exam, orang benci time tu. First meja kita akan jauh dan tak berapa nak jauh tapi still jauh and second, I will receive that kind of message yang berbunyi "orang off kan wifi dulu, apa apa nanti bagitahu ye". Then, when something happened in that time, I will keep it alone. Sebab orang tak nak kacau awak. I'm sad..

So focus lepastu azmah cakap "haa kocak lagi kocak, haaa"

But I still happy when you are online, then I can ws you again 😄 sayang, let's not forget us. After what happened yesterday night, I know that we can still be together if we work for it. Orang akan cuba buat macam yang awak nak, give you the same night wish each day, calling each other sometimes with our nicknames and buat masing masing rasa macam nak lempang masing masing juga. Haihh, will miss langgar tiang lepastu kena jegil mata lepastu tinggalkan kawan dalam malu, omg mesti malu kan langgar budak tu hahaha

I am so cute thereee, aaaaaa!! Ek eleh babe, please lahh. Gaya lain takde ke? Cliche okay, daaa (gambar ni yang budak kelas paling behave, yang lain semua Astagfirullah 😓)

Will miss to see your 'bangga tapi tak nak tunjuk' smile, lolll. Memang tak ada siapa boleh tiru senyuman tu ah yang, pfftt 😃 lepastu merajuk sebab kawan kawan lain sibuk nak cakap dengan awak bila saya nak cakap lepastu pengakuan jujur kedua :

Tak rela sebenarnya bagi orang lain cakap dengan awak sebelum saya dapat cakap tapi fikir tak apa tak apa, sabar effah. Lepasni cakap jangan berhenti and yesss, I dit it! Hehh

 orang still tak faham macam mana awak ambil pic ni dari angle mana entah sampai boleh nampak semut tu macam tu, hurmmm

Babeee, saya doakan awak betul betul dapat beli your camera idaman one day! And then let's take a pic together, promise akan malu lagi. Bukan sebab insecure, sebab malas nak frame kan kecantikan saya ni dekat gadjet 😎

OMG, siapa ambil gambar ni. Perfect sangat okay. Looks candid padahal nampak camera lepastu acah focus 🐰

Orang tak tahulah ni birthday wish ke apa tapi orang suka bila awak baca benda ni. Nanti nanti dah besar besar,  awak jangan lupa check blog ni lagi okay. I will keep it updated so you can check me out! Kalau babe bae nak tanya apa apa, awak comment lah nanti saya rindu lepastu saya reply. Okayy? Promise?

Wuuu flawless mak aihh, kalah sajat 🌸 pehh

Sayangg, let's be happy and smile together all the way. It's okay if we hurt and sad, we got Allah, our family and each other. We must keep strong okayy 😄 wow the post for this one is seriously long, you should be proud tau. Sejam ni saya fikir nak tulis apa.

Awak ingat lagi? Jangan lupa tauu

Babe bae, keep shining and always be on the top so I can see you if I miss you. I can't describe how thankful I am to know you, to be your friend, to be your first kawan gaduh experience and to be your sayang, smile and happiness.

Sayang Adina forever too 💖

Last but not least, goodluck in our trial SPM and SPM too, sorry for not being a smart friend. I'm so shy when somebody ask me about pelajaran and last sekali, awak juga yang jawab kan bagi pihak saya even saya tahu jawapannya. Sorry for asking too much, I will try my best to be a friend that you can be proud of ✊

Love you so much 💜💕

Sayangg, happy birthday again and gonna meet you tomorrow. Sweet 17 💕


                    Sincerely, Yours -Nor Effah Aina-
                                                   170828  (0122)

August & October of 2016

161031 11:11 PM

Assalamualaikum sayang, tonight is the last night of October. I always wish a lit fam *lol* October every year but unfortunately it doesn’t turn out like I want. BUT this year, finally my salah satu wish tercapai and thanks to you because you are one of the main reason for this beautiful October. Save the date of last night okay. Ehek. Thank you for the birthday presents, thank you for taking care of me, thank you for always be the great pemerli *you are the pemerli sejati ever* (double dab), thank you for stay sabar turun naik tangga lembap dengan saya, thank you for the hugs, kisses, and sweet memories not forget the sad memories too, thank you for all your poems, thank you for keep smiling, thank you for being honest to me and continue to do it because I love you and thank you for the movie last night berjudul “saya sebelum awak”. Peace outttt 

Hey sayang, your August is also like my October right? Yaaaa, Alhamdulillah because we got to give each other a new memory for 2016 J  after a looooong journey, we are here. Our ship is continue to sailing ever after right? In shaa Allah. Let home and swimming pool not forget to mention your room as our kawasan. Tapi your room yourslah, orang kemaskan meja pun kena marah, uhukk. And sweet, if we get a chance to go somewhere, I will bring you to see the lights okay? I will usahakan cause I know how much you love the lights.

We will try to cari the baik punyaa view okayy. Emm, take care of yourself lagi lagi nak dekat SMA ni, orang tahu awak mesti rasa juga sedikit terbeban to get a best result even 90% pun, kalau trial awak boleh buat, in shaa Allah exam sebenar awak pun boleh. Orang pun in shaa Allah cuba yeee. Kita senang sama-sama, kita susah sama-sama. Jangan strees sangat hafal ye sayang, enjoy enjoy jugak. Dabbing while hafal also can, hahah.

I wanna be the stars and you will be the sky to protect me kan? Thank you sayang.

Remember, I’m always here for you.  Find me anytime, anywhere, I’m beside you.

Giving up is not the choice, we can be what we want to be if we believe that we can.

Because of Allah, I love you. I pray to Allah to keep you safe, healthy and happy with your beloved ones for forever.

I love you, love <3

Effah Aina -Shooting stars- 

161101 12:05 AM  

I don't want our conversation to end with that 'okay' but I know, you need to study.
I will not bother you.

I love you
I miss you


240916
2004

Sayang, sayang sayang.

160422 8:34 PM

Assalamualaikum sayang, ^^ after a few months, dpt juga masa nak type sikit2. Phewww.. 2016, a busy year mehh.. after satu majlis, satu lagi majlis diadakan. I cant breathe without you by my side, wuuuu. Banyak bende nak ckp tapi tak terluah, don’t know why. Tapi rasanya awak dah tahu kot semua bende. Thank you for everything sayang. Drpd sekecik-kecik bende hingga ke sebesar-besar perkara. Hahah, mari kekalkan hubungan kita dan terus buat midot and fizah ckp maksiat banyak kali, haha. Although baru bulan 4 *actually almost the end of the month* banyak bende baru kita buat sama2 kan. In shaa Allah akan ku semat kenangan itu selama-lamanya.. wuuuu. In the future, kita tak tahu apa akan jadi right? Jadi effah nak kita kuatkan semngt and don’t forget that we have each other okayy. Effah akan cuba utk percayakan myself. Awak pun sama eh sayangg. As my bahu awak sandarkan kepala, make my bahu also the bahu you luahkan anything you want. And I really need you. Stay young forever dina, sayang. And your phone’s wallpaper is toooooooo sweet. Ehek, haha.

May our hand stay like this <3

Effah Aina -Sayang-

160422 9:18 PM    

Dedicated for Amira Natasha Bt Norli.

151106 BILIK ABANG 1:25 AM

Assalamualaikum, Miraaaaa! This is the present yg effah nak bagi drpd hari tu tapi baru ada semangat nak kumpul balik all our memories ni utk diluahkan kat sini. Knp mira x dtng hari selasa? I really want to hug you after adina and razita, I really want to to tell everything about my feeling towards you. I want to apalogise for everything again and again even if u bored with my ‘maaf’. Effah x ckp pun dngn Mira almost seminggu kan? Gile x rindu nak cakap dengn korng semua?!! Of courselah rindu. Tapi the braveness side in my body x cukup kuat nak berhdpn dengn korng. :’( okay kite tukar topic lain k? hiyearghhhhhhhh! Bertukar! Miraa! Ingt x waktu first time kite duduk dpn blkng tahun 2014 kat kelas 2F? effah Tanya korng, ‘korng, ok ke kalau effah dengan razita nak duduk sini? Atau korng nak duduk dpn zubaidah?’ then, korng ckp ‘xpela, duduk jela, x kisah pun’. My face dihiasi dengn senyuman jee and waktu tu terdetik kat dlm hati ‘alhamdulillah Ya Allah masih ada orng yg sudi nak berkawan dengn aq. Maybe this is the new start for me J” and unexpectedly, it is YES! Kite mula rehat sesame sejak hari tu, kite pi main sukan sama2. Bile ada keje group je. Kite berempat mesti satu group, x yah nak bincang dah. Dah confirm! Effah mula rasa selesa nak kongsi my secret with mira, dina and raz. Banyak dah kite tempuh sama2 kan. Dengan adina yg pengaruh kuat kite dengan hahahahaha. Dengan razita yg paling ganjil, apa bende pun mesti die blurrr pastu merepek, hahaha. Dengn mira yg xsuka kat tngh panas but u really like fashion, and boys. Pfffft. Dengan effah yg comel, cantik and innocent. Kah      kah      kah. Tahun 2014 is full of memories kann, we rancang bnyk sangat bende such as masuk pertandingn iklan tu kan. Semngt je semua dengn camera and watak masing2 as pengarah la, stylist la but at the end x masuk pun haha, tapi xpe sebb kite dah cukup dah rakam saat2 kite gelak waktu salah berlakon, salah lighting, salah editing and gile2 dlm masing2 punye hati kan? Memories is forever laa awak. Hurmm, and I start tearing rn while listen to snsd’s divine. We’ll always stay together right? Even in our heart right? Please say yes korangg~~ cause I hope too. Mira, banyak benda yg kite ingt kite sama tapi banyak lagi bende yg x. this year is the fight year. Huhu, but Alhamdulillah we got to through it after the long misunderstanding and ego. Even I try to talk with your mother so we can always be friend right? Terima kasih sebb mira selalu sangat mulakan pendektn utk berbaik dengn effah. Kadang effah clueless nak buat apa. Mcm mana nak betulkn keadaan ni? Effah benci dengn diri effah sendiri and dlm masa yg sama effah nk try perbetulkan balik situation. Allah tahu effah mcm mana n mira mcm mana, so ditakdirkan mira yg selalu bertolak ansur dulu. Tq sebb x pernh jemu nak message effah Tanya keadaan effah dan Tanya knp sbnrnye effah buat mcm tu. You always give me time for me to explain everything first and u really impressed me. Tq mira! :’) mira, in the future, kite x kan pernh tahu apa yg akan kite hadapi right? So always remember that Allah is the first place to spill out everything and then your family. Cause family yg always ada dengn kite tapi belum tentu kawan ye, kan? Remember ayat ni? Yes,it is the same sentence u gave me when I always give up with myself. Effah pegang ayat tu. So I hope that u will remember it even if it will fade lastly, maybe. Banyak side mira yg effah x kenal lagi rupanya. Xpelah, maybe im not the best one to know all of that, just one thing yg effah nak ckp kat mira. Always be yourself k? cause I’ll always accept who you are. No matter how your condition and who you are. Sebb kawan ni xpandang langsung pun semua bnde tu, they connect heart to heart. Sejujurnye, effah masih anggap mira one my best friend not only friend. But I still can right? I hope u will give me the permission. Tq for accepting me in your life even for a moment. Thank you <3 effah harap kite akan still berhubung sampai bile2 even waktu tu kite dah lupa semua bende yg kite buat waktu high school ni. Banyak bende effah beljr drpd mira, tq senpai!! Hehe. Effah harap jugk mira jadi anak solehah, kebanggaan keluarga, dpt capai semua cita2 mira yg mira impikan, kakak yg menjadi inspirasi utk adik2. Kawan yg sentiasa diperlukan oleh semua orng. Dan isteri yg baik. Hahaha. In syaa Allah, one day right? Selagi mira boleh ingt effah selagi tu effah akan ingt semua tentang Amira Natasha bt.Norli. ok sampai sini sahaja entry for kali ni sebb xnak air mata jatuh because the memories is too sweet. Maafkan segala salah silap effah ye mira. Segalanya. Tq sebb isi ruang hati effah. i hope u love this post. Assalamualaikum.

may Allah ease everything in your life, Vammira

u r one of my prettiest friend i've ever had, may your beauty permanent including your beauty heart okay? cantikkk pulak kauu dlm gambr ni lah. hahah

      dont let your sadness/problems control you cause everyone hope your smiling side stay, exactly like in this pic. senyum selalu mira.

ingat waktu kite post everything about my trip to langkawi until your gallery penuh dengn gmbr effah? hahaha, hope that we can go under the purple pokok depn airport one day and mira dah x gayat nak naik cable car. hahaha

My last word is may Allah always put you in happiness because u deserve it and always remember Him, i love u mira demi Allah. 

Effah Aina –sun and stars-

151106 02:16 AM

Just be true to who you are

151028 TAMAN KHAYALAN 8:51 PM

Assalamualaikum, adina J dah lama x kacau kau kan? Kau okay kan? Kau xde gaduh2 dengan your siblings kan? Kau x stress pikirkan nak amik apa tahun depan kan? Kau x risaukan aku kan? Kau happy kan? Please say yes. Wei, aku x tahu mcm mana nak bangun ni. Sakit je yg aq rasa skrng, kau ada datang nak tolong aq kan? Bile hidup aq nak cerah balik? Bile aq boleh jadi effah yg dulu? Kau tahu x jawapan nya? Eh, hari ni birthday kau laa. Haha, ni je hadiah yg aq mampu bagi. Tapi benda lagi menyesakkan kepala kau kan? You can still waiting for me right? You can be the shoulder that I cry on right? You can be the one that always there with the same smile right? You will still say “not to lose your confidence effah” when I back in these conditions right? Effah minta maaf dina, effah xkuat lagi. Bile time kita dah makin suntuk, effah buat hal lagi. Effah xnak pun jadi mcm ni. Sumpah! Adina stay cool with them okay. Jaga raz, mira and dina elok2 sebb effah x tahu bile boleh pergi kat korng balik. Kalau dina dah x sanggup, tell me. But I hope u’ll not. Its okay not to be okay right? When the times come, can u be with me to find my hearts back? Then I promise, you got my old self back. Dina, effah tak tahu mcm mana penerimaan mira ngan raz pasal effah ni. Even you. Kalau korng dah meluat dengan effah, I got it. Kalau korng dah penat dngn effah, I got it. Just tell me. Sorry amira, u’ll always have to withstand with my childish side, its okay about your acceptance with all I’ve done all this time. Just say whatever u want k? Sometimes effah terfikir, u sincerely mean everything u said right? Cause I afraid u not because it really mean to me. Razita, don’t stare at me like that hoping that I’ll smile at you back because it is hard. Luv u raz. Dina, really hope that I can walk to your table with the smile but I got tears at my back when I see you. I’m afraid about my future dina. Jangan sedih2 sebb aq, sebb aq sayang korang. I nearly left the real me on the shelf, dont lose who u're, in the blur of the stars, seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing, its okay not to be okay. Sometimes its hard to follow your hearts, tears dont mean u're losing, everybody's brusing. Just be true to who you are. Happy birthday dina <3.  Im sorry guys. 

                                                                In syaa Allah, Dina

                                                       tqvm prettiest girl in da world

                                                         banyak lagi pic nye mira. :')

                                                       keep that smile. both of u. okay?

                                                     pic that will always win forever. haha

Effah Aina –sun and stars-

151028 09:54 PM