Yourself is just unspeakable tho..

200918 BLOK CANOPUS,KMS 1:00 PM

Assalamualaikum  and bonsoir. So this entry is specially created for asmidah or midot. My lovely friend <3 we talked to each other about our problems right? So after the number one tip and second one yg effah bagi kat ws (kalau kau x ingt midot, pi scroll skrng), here I want to give u the third one but actually this tip, you are the one who wanted it but sadly I just got to give it you now. Sorry hahhh midot. With this question given by you “can you give me a tips to react with people?”.. I will reply to it. Firstly, it is not a problem to react with anyone when you’re in a good mood. You can just be your own self but bile sesetengh orng tu buat lawak hambar dengan midot, waktu tu midot akn rasa mcm ‘ya tuhan, ampunkan aq kalau ada orng kena lempang kjp lagi’.. so, waktu nilah midot kena gunakan the full limit of your patience and the same goes to orng yg buat midot marah jgk. Keep smiling and leave them bile kau rasa mmng nak bagi mkn kasut jee. 

Ok? Next problems is when midot feel bad. Midot rasa annoy, sad, heart break (nyanyi lagu demi lovato tu). So, in this case midot have to go far away with people you mad to. This is to prevent midot from feel annoyed all the time then all the people around midot pun nnti kena bash jugak. Pastu ramai orng benci midot, kan ke susah nnti pastu makin bnyk masalah. Kan? Pastu effah kena ingat balik semua benda effah buat bila effah tengh feeling2 bad. Aaah ok, dah ingt.. bile midot dah tngh sedih pastu ada orng pi sibuk gengdeng2 dengn midot (sebnrnye effah maksudkan effah , kekeke) midot kena sabar, try to control your riak muka as best as you can. Senyum jee and just ckp nothing xpayah risau pastu boleh diam jee. Nnti orng dah x kacau laa, tapi kalau effah jangn haraplahh. Lagi effah sibuk suruh midot cite. Heol midot. So, itu kalau sedih. Kalau tngh marah, sesetngh orng masih boleh selindung kemrhn mereka lagi, tapi mungkin kite x. so waktu ni mung ingt tuhan laa, beristighfar tu mmng kena lebihkan lagi2 kalau midot rasa die orng ni tngh kutuk midot ke perlekehkan midot kee. Be strong. Then, bile berdepan dengn orng yg midot x suka sejak azali, eceh kau lebih pulakk. Sejak maybe ada prob dengan mereka2 ni, buat derk jee. Layan je mcm kawan biasa tapi make sure jangan akward sangat or else mmng x jadi kawan laaa. I think this is enough to answer your question kan? Jaga 3 tips yg effah dah pesan kat midot ok? In syaa Allah everything gonna be ok. Byeee and assalamualaikum.

Effah Aina –hiatus-

200918 02:44 PM

Indestructible, Unbreakable Bond

150918 BLOK CANOPUS,KMS 10:04 PM

Assalamualaikum , yooo. So effah dah janji dengan dinos nak letak my poem (x tahulah nak panggil poem ke apa, I think cukup sekadar adina faham apa effah nak ckp kat adina sebnrnya, for this entire time) So this is from me, hope you enjoy it J

It’s gone by fast isn’it? The time flows on the way we are, since when have we started thinking alike? Fights, silence, we do everything together, and even then, your voice gives me a feeling of relief. How you like me? With these new emotional arguments. It’s so hard and it’s not easy but it feels nice. This indestructible and unbreakable bonds that can never be broken because our soul is a twin soul (same soul). For example, if you’re about to fall from a cliff and enter the darkness, at least know that I won’t let go of your hand. Because I will protect you until the end. Maybe because of you, surprisingly I’ve started to like myself but there are also many things I hate too, you know it right? And they’re starting to disappear. My mom said to me when I was little, “being with someone you love will make you a stronger person”. Am I just confused now? I wonder if my feelings have been conveyed to you? Well, honestly I want to tell you about them now. Sometimes important things are just invisible, they can’t be seen, so I’ve got to say this to you over and over again. If we were to break up and I didn’t feel anything, I swear that I’m lying to myself. This destiny, thank you. Let this friendship continue forever. I will never surrender to tie our numerous feelings together and head into the world which we have never ever seen and remember again that this is an indestructible and unbreakable bonds that can never be broken. Even if someone were try to hurt me,no matter what happens, it will be alright. And I want you to know that the invisible things are such as without you I wouldn’t be here right now so I want to keep tell you repeatedly. This destiny are truly indestructible.

Adina, thank you for exist in my life. Stop hurting yourself because it makes me hurter and I really mean it.

Effah Aina –hiatus-

150918 11:06 PM

Entry Sulung..

150912 TAMAN UMBAI MELAKA 9:43 PM

Assalamualaikum , the first post for this blog. I wrote it first at this time but I just posted it. Amira Natasha, Adina Ameera, Razita Zahidah. Apa khabar friends, ehhhhhh sorry, shbt? This is the fifth day we fought mira & dina. But everything settled right dina? But not mira I guess. I just wrote you a letter.

“mira, effah minta maaf semlm effah bad mood. Hari ni nk ckp balik dengn mira tapi x tahu mcm mana nak start balik. Sori”  And you replied “ok.”

That’s not a good sign buddy. Don’t know how to recover the things back cause it was my thousandth times to make you disappointed with me. The only things I got to do is read back our dm at twitter while I cried. I have to say that since I got three of u, I’ve got one hobby but this hobby is not only done at my leisure time. It was almost every day from what I remembered. Pathetic huh? Yaa because I afraid to think about my future without all of u. do we really had to part? Cant we just be the group at 3F seats at the right corner in front of the class and be that’s noisy silly girls? And I swear that the answer no. Shit, come on Effah. Just wake up from your dream although it hurt. Try to accept the reality to let all of you go one by one ß my impossible mission. Heol…

By the time you guys read this, it was 1:28 a.m. and 18/9/2015. We are back. Yeay! Alhamdulillah but shit! Math x siap lagi. Mampus adina marah nnti. Aigooo, I like to swear recently, don’t ask me why because I just watched F&F, so im still under the feeling to swear like a b****. Dirty minded girl, ME. Gonna upload our memories later. Assalamualaikum and see yaaa<3

Effah Aina –hiatus-

150912 10:08 PM