August & October of 2016

161031 11:11 PM

Assalamualaikum sayang, tonight is the last night of October. I always wish a lit fam *lol* October every year but unfortunately it doesn’t turn out like I want. BUT this year, finally my salah satu wish tercapai and thanks to you because you are one of the main reason for this beautiful October. Save the date of last night okay. Ehek. Thank you for the birthday presents, thank you for taking care of me, thank you for always be the great pemerli *you are the pemerli sejati ever* (double dab), thank you for stay sabar turun naik tangga lembap dengan saya, thank you for the hugs, kisses, and sweet memories not forget the sad memories too, thank you for all your poems, thank you for keep smiling, thank you for being honest to me and continue to do it because I love you and thank you for the movie last night berjudul “saya sebelum awak”. Peace outttt 

Hey sayang, your August is also like my October right? Yaaaa, Alhamdulillah because we got to give each other a new memory for 2016 J  after a looooong journey, we are here. Our ship is continue to sailing ever after right? In shaa Allah. Let home and swimming pool not forget to mention your room as our kawasan. Tapi your room yourslah, orang kemaskan meja pun kena marah, uhukk. And sweet, if we get a chance to go somewhere, I will bring you to see the lights okay? I will usahakan cause I know how much you love the lights.

We will try to cari the baik punyaa view okayy. Emm, take care of yourself lagi lagi nak dekat SMA ni, orang tahu awak mesti rasa juga sedikit terbeban to get a best result even 90% pun, kalau trial awak boleh buat, in shaa Allah exam sebenar awak pun boleh. Orang pun in shaa Allah cuba yeee. Kita senang sama-sama, kita susah sama-sama. Jangan strees sangat hafal ye sayang, enjoy enjoy jugak. Dabbing while hafal also can, hahah.

I wanna be the stars and you will be the sky to protect me kan? Thank you sayang.

Remember, I’m always here for you.  Find me anytime, anywhere, I’m beside you.

Giving up is not the choice, we can be what we want to be if we believe that we can.

Because of Allah, I love you. I pray to Allah to keep you safe, healthy and happy with your beloved ones for forever.

I love you, love <3

Effah Aina -Shooting stars- 

161101 12:05 AM  

I don't want our conversation to end with that 'okay' but I know, you need to study.
I will not bother you.

I love you
I miss you


240916
2004

Sayang, sayang sayang.

160422 8:34 PM

Assalamualaikum sayang, ^^ after a few months, dpt juga masa nak type sikit2. Phewww.. 2016, a busy year mehh.. after satu majlis, satu lagi majlis diadakan. I cant breathe without you by my side, wuuuu. Banyak bende nak ckp tapi tak terluah, don’t know why. Tapi rasanya awak dah tahu kot semua bende. Thank you for everything sayang. Drpd sekecik-kecik bende hingga ke sebesar-besar perkara. Hahah, mari kekalkan hubungan kita dan terus buat midot and fizah ckp maksiat banyak kali, haha. Although baru bulan 4 *actually almost the end of the month* banyak bende baru kita buat sama2 kan. In shaa Allah akan ku semat kenangan itu selama-lamanya.. wuuuu. In the future, kita tak tahu apa akan jadi right? Jadi effah nak kita kuatkan semngt and don’t forget that we have each other okayy. Effah akan cuba utk percayakan myself. Awak pun sama eh sayangg. As my bahu awak sandarkan kepala, make my bahu also the bahu you luahkan anything you want. And I really need you. Stay young forever dina, sayang. And your phone’s wallpaper is toooooooo sweet. Ehek, haha.

May our hand stay like this <3

Effah Aina -Sayang-

160422 9:18 PM    

Dedicated for Amira Natasha Bt Norli.

151106 BILIK ABANG 1:25 AM

Assalamualaikum, Miraaaaa! This is the present yg effah nak bagi drpd hari tu tapi baru ada semangat nak kumpul balik all our memories ni utk diluahkan kat sini. Knp mira x dtng hari selasa? I really want to hug you after adina and razita, I really want to to tell everything about my feeling towards you. I want to apalogise for everything again and again even if u bored with my ‘maaf’. Effah x ckp pun dngn Mira almost seminggu kan? Gile x rindu nak cakap dengn korng semua?!! Of courselah rindu. Tapi the braveness side in my body x cukup kuat nak berhdpn dengn korng. :’( okay kite tukar topic lain k? hiyearghhhhhhhh! Bertukar! Miraa! Ingt x waktu first time kite duduk dpn blkng tahun 2014 kat kelas 2F? effah Tanya korng, ‘korng, ok ke kalau effah dengan razita nak duduk sini? Atau korng nak duduk dpn zubaidah?’ then, korng ckp ‘xpela, duduk jela, x kisah pun’. My face dihiasi dengn senyuman jee and waktu tu terdetik kat dlm hati ‘alhamdulillah Ya Allah masih ada orng yg sudi nak berkawan dengn aq. Maybe this is the new start for me J” and unexpectedly, it is YES! Kite mula rehat sesame sejak hari tu, kite pi main sukan sama2. Bile ada keje group je. Kite berempat mesti satu group, x yah nak bincang dah. Dah confirm! Effah mula rasa selesa nak kongsi my secret with mira, dina and raz. Banyak dah kite tempuh sama2 kan. Dengan adina yg pengaruh kuat kite dengan hahahahaha. Dengan razita yg paling ganjil, apa bende pun mesti die blurrr pastu merepek, hahaha. Dengn mira yg xsuka kat tngh panas but u really like fashion, and boys. Pfffft. Dengan effah yg comel, cantik and innocent. Kah      kah      kah. Tahun 2014 is full of memories kann, we rancang bnyk sangat bende such as masuk pertandingn iklan tu kan. Semngt je semua dengn camera and watak masing2 as pengarah la, stylist la but at the end x masuk pun haha, tapi xpe sebb kite dah cukup dah rakam saat2 kite gelak waktu salah berlakon, salah lighting, salah editing and gile2 dlm masing2 punye hati kan? Memories is forever laa awak. Hurmm, and I start tearing rn while listen to snsd’s divine. We’ll always stay together right? Even in our heart right? Please say yes korangg~~ cause I hope too. Mira, banyak benda yg kite ingt kite sama tapi banyak lagi bende yg x. this year is the fight year. Huhu, but Alhamdulillah we got to through it after the long misunderstanding and ego. Even I try to talk with your mother so we can always be friend right? Terima kasih sebb mira selalu sangat mulakan pendektn utk berbaik dengn effah. Kadang effah clueless nak buat apa. Mcm mana nak betulkn keadaan ni? Effah benci dengn diri effah sendiri and dlm masa yg sama effah nk try perbetulkan balik situation. Allah tahu effah mcm mana n mira mcm mana, so ditakdirkan mira yg selalu bertolak ansur dulu. Tq sebb x pernh jemu nak message effah Tanya keadaan effah dan Tanya knp sbnrnye effah buat mcm tu. You always give me time for me to explain everything first and u really impressed me. Tq mira! :’) mira, in the future, kite x kan pernh tahu apa yg akan kite hadapi right? So always remember that Allah is the first place to spill out everything and then your family. Cause family yg always ada dengn kite tapi belum tentu kawan ye, kan? Remember ayat ni? Yes,it is the same sentence u gave me when I always give up with myself. Effah pegang ayat tu. So I hope that u will remember it even if it will fade lastly, maybe. Banyak side mira yg effah x kenal lagi rupanya. Xpelah, maybe im not the best one to know all of that, just one thing yg effah nak ckp kat mira. Always be yourself k? cause I’ll always accept who you are. No matter how your condition and who you are. Sebb kawan ni xpandang langsung pun semua bnde tu, they connect heart to heart. Sejujurnye, effah masih anggap mira one my best friend not only friend. But I still can right? I hope u will give me the permission. Tq for accepting me in your life even for a moment. Thank you <3 effah harap kite akan still berhubung sampai bile2 even waktu tu kite dah lupa semua bende yg kite buat waktu high school ni. Banyak bende effah beljr drpd mira, tq senpai!! Hehe. Effah harap jugk mira jadi anak solehah, kebanggaan keluarga, dpt capai semua cita2 mira yg mira impikan, kakak yg menjadi inspirasi utk adik2. Kawan yg sentiasa diperlukan oleh semua orng. Dan isteri yg baik. Hahaha. In syaa Allah, one day right? Selagi mira boleh ingt effah selagi tu effah akan ingt semua tentang Amira Natasha bt.Norli. ok sampai sini sahaja entry for kali ni sebb xnak air mata jatuh because the memories is too sweet. Maafkan segala salah silap effah ye mira. Segalanya. Tq sebb isi ruang hati effah. i hope u love this post. Assalamualaikum.

may Allah ease everything in your life, Vammira

u r one of my prettiest friend i've ever had, may your beauty permanent including your beauty heart okay? cantikkk pulak kauu dlm gambr ni lah. hahah

      dont let your sadness/problems control you cause everyone hope your smiling side stay, exactly like in this pic. senyum selalu mira.

ingat waktu kite post everything about my trip to langkawi until your gallery penuh dengn gmbr effah? hahaha, hope that we can go under the purple pokok depn airport one day and mira dah x gayat nak naik cable car. hahaha

My last word is may Allah always put you in happiness because u deserve it and always remember Him, i love u mira demi Allah. 

Effah Aina –sun and stars-

151106 02:16 AM

Just be true to who you are

151028 TAMAN KHAYALAN 8:51 PM

Assalamualaikum, adina J dah lama x kacau kau kan? Kau okay kan? Kau xde gaduh2 dengan your siblings kan? Kau x stress pikirkan nak amik apa tahun depan kan? Kau x risaukan aku kan? Kau happy kan? Please say yes. Wei, aku x tahu mcm mana nak bangun ni. Sakit je yg aq rasa skrng, kau ada datang nak tolong aq kan? Bile hidup aq nak cerah balik? Bile aq boleh jadi effah yg dulu? Kau tahu x jawapan nya? Eh, hari ni birthday kau laa. Haha, ni je hadiah yg aq mampu bagi. Tapi benda lagi menyesakkan kepala kau kan? You can still waiting for me right? You can be the shoulder that I cry on right? You can be the one that always there with the same smile right? You will still say “not to lose your confidence effah” when I back in these conditions right? Effah minta maaf dina, effah xkuat lagi. Bile time kita dah makin suntuk, effah buat hal lagi. Effah xnak pun jadi mcm ni. Sumpah! Adina stay cool with them okay. Jaga raz, mira and dina elok2 sebb effah x tahu bile boleh pergi kat korng balik. Kalau dina dah x sanggup, tell me. But I hope u’ll not. Its okay not to be okay right? When the times come, can u be with me to find my hearts back? Then I promise, you got my old self back. Dina, effah tak tahu mcm mana penerimaan mira ngan raz pasal effah ni. Even you. Kalau korng dah meluat dengan effah, I got it. Kalau korng dah penat dngn effah, I got it. Just tell me. Sorry amira, u’ll always have to withstand with my childish side, its okay about your acceptance with all I’ve done all this time. Just say whatever u want k? Sometimes effah terfikir, u sincerely mean everything u said right? Cause I afraid u not because it really mean to me. Razita, don’t stare at me like that hoping that I’ll smile at you back because it is hard. Luv u raz. Dina, really hope that I can walk to your table with the smile but I got tears at my back when I see you. I’m afraid about my future dina. Jangan sedih2 sebb aq, sebb aq sayang korang. I nearly left the real me on the shelf, dont lose who u're, in the blur of the stars, seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing, its okay not to be okay. Sometimes its hard to follow your hearts, tears dont mean u're losing, everybody's brusing. Just be true to who you are. Happy birthday dina <3.  Im sorry guys. 

                                                                In syaa Allah, Dina

                                                       tqvm prettiest girl in da world

                                                         banyak lagi pic nye mira. :')

                                                       keep that smile. both of u. okay?

                                                     pic that will always win forever. haha

Effah Aina –sun and stars-

151028 09:54 PM

Yourself is just unspeakable tho..

200918 BLOK CANOPUS,KMS 1:00 PM

Assalamualaikum  and bonsoir. So this entry is specially created for asmidah or midot. My lovely friend <3 we talked to each other about our problems right? So after the number one tip and second one yg effah bagi kat ws (kalau kau x ingt midot, pi scroll skrng), here I want to give u the third one but actually this tip, you are the one who wanted it but sadly I just got to give it you now. Sorry hahhh midot. With this question given by you “can you give me a tips to react with people?”.. I will reply to it. Firstly, it is not a problem to react with anyone when you’re in a good mood. You can just be your own self but bile sesetengh orng tu buat lawak hambar dengan midot, waktu tu midot akn rasa mcm ‘ya tuhan, ampunkan aq kalau ada orng kena lempang kjp lagi’.. so, waktu nilah midot kena gunakan the full limit of your patience and the same goes to orng yg buat midot marah jgk. Keep smiling and leave them bile kau rasa mmng nak bagi mkn kasut jee. 

Ok? Next problems is when midot feel bad. Midot rasa annoy, sad, heart break (nyanyi lagu demi lovato tu). So, in this case midot have to go far away with people you mad to. This is to prevent midot from feel annoyed all the time then all the people around midot pun nnti kena bash jugak. Pastu ramai orng benci midot, kan ke susah nnti pastu makin bnyk masalah. Kan? Pastu effah kena ingat balik semua benda effah buat bila effah tengh feeling2 bad. Aaah ok, dah ingt.. bile midot dah tngh sedih pastu ada orng pi sibuk gengdeng2 dengn midot (sebnrnye effah maksudkan effah , kekeke) midot kena sabar, try to control your riak muka as best as you can. Senyum jee and just ckp nothing xpayah risau pastu boleh diam jee. Nnti orng dah x kacau laa, tapi kalau effah jangn haraplahh. Lagi effah sibuk suruh midot cite. Heol midot. So, itu kalau sedih. Kalau tngh marah, sesetngh orng masih boleh selindung kemrhn mereka lagi, tapi mungkin kite x. so waktu ni mung ingt tuhan laa, beristighfar tu mmng kena lebihkan lagi2 kalau midot rasa die orng ni tngh kutuk midot ke perlekehkan midot kee. Be strong. Then, bile berdepan dengn orng yg midot x suka sejak azali, eceh kau lebih pulakk. Sejak maybe ada prob dengan mereka2 ni, buat derk jee. Layan je mcm kawan biasa tapi make sure jangan akward sangat or else mmng x jadi kawan laaa. I think this is enough to answer your question kan? Jaga 3 tips yg effah dah pesan kat midot ok? In syaa Allah everything gonna be ok. Byeee and assalamualaikum.

Effah Aina –hiatus-

200918 02:44 PM

Indestructible, Unbreakable Bond

150918 BLOK CANOPUS,KMS 10:04 PM

Assalamualaikum , yooo. So effah dah janji dengan dinos nak letak my poem (x tahulah nak panggil poem ke apa, I think cukup sekadar adina faham apa effah nak ckp kat adina sebnrnya, for this entire time) So this is from me, hope you enjoy it J

It’s gone by fast isn’it? The time flows on the way we are, since when have we started thinking alike? Fights, silence, we do everything together, and even then, your voice gives me a feeling of relief. How you like me? With these new emotional arguments. It’s so hard and it’s not easy but it feels nice. This indestructible and unbreakable bonds that can never be broken because our soul is a twin soul (same soul). For example, if you’re about to fall from a cliff and enter the darkness, at least know that I won’t let go of your hand. Because I will protect you until the end. Maybe because of you, surprisingly I’ve started to like myself but there are also many things I hate too, you know it right? And they’re starting to disappear. My mom said to me when I was little, “being with someone you love will make you a stronger person”. Am I just confused now? I wonder if my feelings have been conveyed to you? Well, honestly I want to tell you about them now. Sometimes important things are just invisible, they can’t be seen, so I’ve got to say this to you over and over again. If we were to break up and I didn’t feel anything, I swear that I’m lying to myself. This destiny, thank you. Let this friendship continue forever. I will never surrender to tie our numerous feelings together and head into the world which we have never ever seen and remember again that this is an indestructible and unbreakable bonds that can never be broken. Even if someone were try to hurt me,no matter what happens, it will be alright. And I want you to know that the invisible things are such as without you I wouldn’t be here right now so I want to keep tell you repeatedly. This destiny are truly indestructible.

Adina, thank you for exist in my life. Stop hurting yourself because it makes me hurter and I really mean it.

Effah Aina –hiatus-

150918 11:06 PM